MC is the body’s way of saying Do Not Want.
Started af yesterday. Hectic cramping. I zonked out on painkillers. Thank goodness Henk let me sleep. Today was better. But I’m still taking vitamins and folic acid for fear of becoming too anaemic. My Hb is generally low, seldom over 12.6, so taking precautions.
I’m counting this cycle, but won’t be actively TTC’ing. I want to get some infolic from MB for cycle 5 though. My GP doc isn’t worried about future cycles, but I am. I see this as the second pregnancy in a row that wasn’t successful.
Oh, and I will be declining a D&C. Funny enough, my business-not-your-friend gynae said that many fertility specialists are very conservative regarding this invasive procedure. Apparently it causes scarring (fibrous) and my affect fertility.
In the meantime I will be sms’ing the moms tomorrow. My gran already congratulated me today… told her, sorry, maybe next time. Now I hope I have enough pads. I feel like a sacrificial cow.